Hey ppl.

I'm back again with another 'Bargain Bin'. And once again I'm selling these 2nd hand or brand new (otherwise stated) items; All of which are in great condition, at cheap cheap prices. Prices are negotiable, of course. :) Payment are to be made through funds transfer. Do pm me if you are interested or have queries. Happy shopping! :)

First up!
ITEM ONE: 
MANGO BASICS LONG SLEEVE T-SHIRT (LIGHT PURPLE)

Size: Small
Material: Cotton
Details: BRAND NEW / NEVER BEEN WORN
Price: $10

ITEM TWO: 
MANGO BASICS LONG SLEEVE T-SHIRT (DIRTY GREEN)

Size: Small
Material: Cotton
Details: BRAND NEW / NEVER BEEN WORN
Price: $10

ITEM THREE: 
ALANO LONG GYPSY SKIRT (ORANGE)

Size: Medium
Material: Cotton
Details: BRAND NEW / NEVER BEEN WORN
Price: $12

ITEM FOUR:
COTTON ON SLEEVELESS BABYDOLL DRESS (PINK)

Size: Large (Fits medium to large nicely)
Material: Stretchable cotton.
Details: Worn once.
Price: $12.

ITEM FIVE:
COTTON ON SLEEVELESS BABYDOLL DRESS (NAVY BLUE)

ITEM SIX:
HULA & CO BABYDOLL DRESS (GREY)

Size: Free size (fits small to medium nicely)
Material: Cotton.
Details: BRAND NEW!
Price: $28

Knew the signs wasn't right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never met to be

Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You'll be out of my mind
I'll be over you
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me

Things have changed.
I don't know if you have realised that. We're drifting further apart.

You no longer end my sentences. You no longer find me. You were no longer there.

I was left like a lonely child, those we saw whom peers don't favour. I've never felt this much hurt before. There are days every now and then I pretend that I'm ok. But that's not what gets me. 
Seeing you walk away pass me infront of my very eyes. Like I never existed before. Spot on. Bulls eye, right on my heart, where it hurts most.

All I breathe is the air of emptiness. The air that no longer showered me with love and motivation. Breathing seemed heavier each day.

And no, it's not him. People just change.

My favourite band is in the same country, exact same city as I am now. And I am at home, rotting in front of my lappy.  -_____-

It's only a few hours away frm their concert. How I wish I was one of those fortunate ppl queueing up for the concert.

I could hear THE SCIENTIST playing, Chris Martin serenading to YELLOW, the music of VIOLET HILL blasting at the Indoor Stadium, the sounds of CLOCKS, the euphony of LIFE IN TECHNICOLOUR 2.

Why must the bloody tickets be so expensive? hah.

Haizz. How I wish I was at COLDPLAY's concert tonight.

I need to learn how to deal with disappointments. Seriously.

Before I hurt you again.

Am on my 3rd day for Business and the Economy module for CIB (Cert in Business).

Basically its economics. And I swear I dun udstd one damn thing abt it. Maybe just the first lecture, which is just before the demand supply thingy.

Its freaking 3am, and no, I'm nt on my TWILIGHT/NEW MOON/ECLIPSE/BREAKING DAWN marathon (I wished), I just finished my indiv assignment. Crappy. Lucky the father has some econs backgrd. Thnks soo much abah. I will belanja you Eatzi if I ace this test =)

And I should be off to bed, since Rez is off abt an hr ago. So much for doing our assignment together. She even went offline wout saying goodbye. huh.

I've got 3 freaking more days before this module ends. Damnnsss. Remind me again why I signed up for this?

To all you suckerss dreading econs, I feel you. I am so thankful I'm in Sch of Humans doing Early Childhood. Alhamdulillah. I'd be long dead if I was in Sch of Business.

Sometimes all u need is to have someone (or 2) to be there, by your side.

The cousins came by this morning to give a morning shout out after their haircut.
Slacked, watched Transformers and brunch-ed to Canadian pizzas.

Thanks brothers. You'll never know how much I needed that lepak session, after what happened last nite. I always know I can count on u guys, no matter what.

That certainly made today much much better than yesterday.

I love u both.

For those pathetic lifers out there whose aim in life is to destroy other's life.

I hate you.

Oh sesungguhnye kepala ni sungguh sakit.

All thanks to the setting up of my very own math learning corner for field practicum. See my room was in such a mess while doing the preparations, well its still in a mess, except that I can find more floor space and open my laptop now. I literally had no floor space yesterday wen I wanted to paint my rainbow. So I had to shift to my living room. haha.

A whole week's preparation for wat? A few minutes of assestment. -_____-

I'm just glad the assestment is over. U noe, everytime I complete an assestment, I love the feeling of relief. that sense of freedom again. haha.

Final product:

Ok. Gonna have an early nite. =)

Life has been tiring. No no, exhausting. I seriously need some quality time alone.

School have been driving each and everyone of us crazy.

Sleepless nights.
Mental exahustion.
Deprived life.

I'm glad its over, for now.

The hell we've been through. I miss waking up in the morning having nothing to do or planned for the whole day.

Now dat its the almost 4 wks term break, I wana rest, rest and more rest. Or maybe play a little. Looking forward to some events during the break, especially DANZATION and SPORE FLYER =)

Work have alr begun. With compiling portfolios for my N2s. Imagine writing anecdotal records for 13 children. 2 records each. Plus activity sheet assestment. I'm just glad the anecdotal record template isnt so detailed like the ones I studied at sch. haha.

After completing all that within my saturday work for 5 hrs, I headed hm, hoping to rest. But gt wedding to attend and a cousin to visit. Besok2 bole tdo eh. No no. Got a party to attend tomr. And I'm incharged of the food. I think this is far most the worst organizing duty I hv taken on. I only started planning the stuff today. And the party is tomr. Dats how busy I am. I dun even have time to sleep or eat sometimes (which is good in some ways) or tidy my room or help my mom with chores or call up my cousin who is not well or reply smses or even wash my water bottle.  

Life's like dat, I guess. I'm a confused girl. hah. Torn in between emotions and wonderful imaginations. I'm just too tired.

It's gonna get better rite?

Can I have a week away frm life?

Away frm all these craziness.

I can barely breathe.

Please.

Just a week.

It was number four for me last Friday =) Ngee Ann was having blood donation drive. And since I had kaki to go with, might as well do some deed rite? So ya, me n Nadia spent almost 3 hrs to donate our blood. Like finally, after all the check ups and blood test. haha. It was shocking to see that many students were unwell or shud I say unfit to donate. Low iron ah etc.. From the slimmest gal to the macho-est guy. I hoped Nadia had a great first time experience. Congrats to the first timers! And that includes you, Alee.

Spent the rest of the day shopping with Taj n Thaqif at Raffles City. After that disappointing spree, we had a quick dinner at Macs where Fir joined us. Was a little giddy that nite, probably bcos I didnt eat before the donation. But I had a good rest the next day.

My Saturday was awaken by Kak Juli's and Kak Wati's smses. Abg P was warded for swollen liver. It didnt sound alarming for me that moment cos his condition was stabilized. Visited him that evening. He looked well, I was very glad. Ard 9, the SKs headed to Railway Statn at Tanjong Pagar for dinner. An awesome dinner. I think I had the bestest nasi ayam black pepper ever. And I want the LEMON CHICKEN!! haha.

Sunday. Sunday. Sunday. Its suppose to be sunny on Sundays. It wasnt for me. It began right after my morning bath. And my dad told me. Abt abg P's condition. When the word leukemia was mentioned, I just frozed. I stood there infront of the toilet. Nt saying a word. When I finally snaped out of my daze, I only wanted to noe how he was doing. I noe he's going to be ok. The abg Sopi I know is a strong man. A very strong man.

At the hospital, I told myself that all I can do is to be strong for him. I promised myself nt to shed a tear infront of him. Not even abit. After putting Alisha to bed, I saw Kak Juls and I hugged her tight. I told her to not cry and that she has to be strong for him. She has to.

His ward was literally flooded with guests the whole afternoon. I cud see that the family was emotionally unstable. But I admired how everyone hold their tears infront of abg Sopi. Abg Sopi seemed really strong. He cud still joke ard. He wasnt weak at all. If it wasnt for the doctor's orders, I think he would have walked ard SGH just now.

Before leaving ard 6 plus, I bid him goodbye and told him that I'd come again tomr. He gave his usual smile and waved me goodbye. And that must have been the best smile I've seen from him.

We'll be there for you. Through thick and thin. Even if it means donating my bone marrow. I'd do it. Cause we're family. And that's what families are for.

First and foremost.

My legs were dangling during lecture this morning. I cudnt reach the ground.
-_________________-

Was lost in the morning finding LT 63. Then it was back to good old 52 then to LT 76 for PEC with Ms Su. Lectures were 'interesting' cos we get to see the module/ASSignment descriptors. Its so overwhelming. Right Sarah? We alr hv 3 examinable modules. Thats the first for us. Its always 1 or 2 pprs per semester. Never 3. Okay, I shall go with the flow and succumb watever tasks I have to go thru for this semester. Haiz.

I wish we cud lepak like this forever. And watch life pass us by...

Today was the day for the big announcement. After a scruptuous meal with Fir, he told me he received THE mail. THE mail from MINDEF. THE mail that we promised to open together wen it arrived. And that was exactly what we did. I was trembling the moment Fir told me he received the letter. I began to hyperventilate. Hahah. My heart was beating so fast the moment he showed me the letter. It felt like I was getting my O level results, again. As I tore the sides of the letter slowly, Fir watched by closely and comforted me by saying that everything wud be alrite. So I kept telling myself, "It's nt the end of the world." So the moment came.

6TH JANUARY 2009 is the date my beloved Mr. Roti John will be enlisted to SCDF for his National Service. 

Trying to console myself, I told him, "Its not that bad. I'll be quite busy with school during that period of time. With exams and stuff." But somehow, I think he cud sense that I cud tear any moment.

But I hold my tears, cos I wana be strong and I noe Fir wants me to be strong.

So. Its approximately 2 months plus before the day arrives. That's not too bad. Right?

It was back to school today after 2 months of semester break. It was back to the mrt rides to Clementi. It was back to sms-ing my Pisangs every morning, asking where they are. It was back to squeezing into the bus to school from Clementi. It was back to rotting in lectures and tutorials. It was back to buying academic books. Its back to printing notes from MEL. -____-

Everything going back to how it was before. hah.

I had lecture at 11am today.. So it wasnt so bad cos I didnt have to wake up very early. But the problem with Monday is that I have a 3 hr break in between classes. So merepek. Lucky BPP was near the school, so me n my Pisangs had our lunch at LJS there. hehe. We even had time to take the loop trip of 184, thats how lazy we were to take the overhead bridge. hahaha. Today was ok. Not that tiring. It was fun to return to those times in school where u just enjoy the company of your close friends. Going crazy, teasing each other (thnks ah my Pisangs.) , talking abt craps etc.. I was looking forward to meeting the frends more than the classes. hah.

So tomorrow is gonna be a looong day.. 9 to 4pm with only an hr break in between. Hah. Merepek to the max seh. K that reminds me dat I have to buy some sweet to survive the lectures for tomr. I almost died of boredom during lecture just now. I have to tune myself into study mode all over again. haiz.

No raya-ing today since parents are busy. So here I am after that scrumptuous meal with Pam at Ramen Ten, which do not serve ice plain water. Seriously wth. I dunno wat to do, maybe I shud enjoy the freedom before all the assignments come crashing in. AHA.. I shud play SIMS.. haha..

K before I go, here are some pics of visiting to Cik Yam's dat day.. The asam pedas was soo power lah.. I slept thru that nite smelling my fingers which still had the smell of the asam pedas.. =)

Hey all..

I just woke up from a 10 hr sleep... hahahah... I was raya-ing with my Irsyadians yesterday. I was sooo exhausted. But I did have fun. It wasnt full strength yesterday, expected. The 13 of us convoyed in two cars frm 11am to 11pm. Tina n Luk joined later which added up to 15 peeps who tag along. I cud see that everyone enjoyed themselves.. Camwhoring, driving crazily, story telling, catching up, fighting for the toilet, snatching kuihs and keropoks, rushing for the front seat of the car, eating, eating and more eating.

By the end of the day, I was extremely tireds to the max dat I gt on the wrong expressway. (PIE, Tuas instead of BKE-PIE) hahaha.. My eyes cud barely open. By the time I was at Toa Payoh, I off-ed the aircon, wind down the windows, blasted the music and sang my heart out. Just to keep myself awake. I must thank the Muttons for their awesome DJ-ing.. And for playing great music. hahaha.. Alhamdulillah I reached back home safely at 1130.. Wayyy pass my curfew.. hahah.. For once, I wasnt scolded for bidding my curfew.  =)

OHHH..

Thursday was my last day at work.. =( Saddened.. I hugged the children before I left. All my tots, my N2s. Even the K1s and K2s.. Hugged my colleagues, thanked them for all their guidance and their warm welcome. I rushed to leave my workplace, cos Fir was alr waiting for me.. But as I was walking out, one of the tots pulled my hand and didnt want me to leave. Okay.. It was soo hard for me to let go of his tiny hand. I pujuk-ed him. Hugged and told him to joined the evening assembly. I was trying to make him comfortable, so I pout my lips to him and closed my eyes, telling him that I love him. To my shock, a few seconds later I felt his wet lips on mine =) Haha. I was kissed by a toddler. There and then, I hugged him tightly.

He finally joined the assembly. As I left the children, my colleague told the children to wish me goodbye. And they went, "Goodbye teacher Wani." THAT made me cry.

Omg.. It's finally the weekends. Phew.. It's been soo busy this week. With Raya and work. Nevertheless, both are equally fun =)

Wednesday was a long but fun day. I was goin all ard Spore that day. It began with Bedok at Nenek Ruhmah's.. Then to Wak Yong's with the other SKs at Ubi. Then to Cik Thahir's at Cashew, next was my 'kampung' at Bkt Panjang. And finally Wak Salmah where the Boyans gathered at Dover Rd..

I gave my first duit raya to my parents, since I'm already working part-time.. hehe.. My dad was so cute I tell you. I told him to sit cos I wanted to give him smthg. He then said ,"Abah nk dpt duit raya eh?" Hehe. When I said yes, I swear I saw sparkles in his eyes.. hahahaha.. I'm still uploading Wednesday pix.. So sabar ckit ye, cousin2 dan kawan2.

Thursday was back to work. Had breakfast with Fir before work at McD. Its been berzaman since I ate breakfast at Macs.. Sausage McMuffin + Fir = Bestest Breakfast. =)

It was more Malay dance prac at work on Friday for the kids.. I actually enjoyed dancing with them.. haha.. Such find memories of my childhood days in Taman Bacaan.

For today....